I probably should rename this to 'neglected' blog, because of the five blogs I maintain... this one only gets the updates when I want it to be kept between the few of us.

I don't know how I got so lucky.
But I'm pretty content right now.
The desire to not fuck up is a damn good motivator.

She's different than the rest.
Crazy, but not like the others.
Wild, but in a good way.
Violent, but I need a little of that in my life.
A Bitch, but for the same reason I'm such a dick sometimes:  success, independence, wealth.. I've earned my dickishness like she earned her bitchiness.
I know it'll end sometime.  She's going to chew me up and spit me out.
I will be pretty fuckin' happy if that's later, rather than sooner.